Mike Storm

Archive for November, 2008

Dreams and Portents

In Journal on November 23, 2008 at 1:11 am

Cliche I know, but it felt right.

It’s quite normal to daydream and fantasize about things. What isn’t normal, or at least what doesn’t feel normal, is being a bystander in your own fantasy. In recent months, when I’ve fantasized or daydreamed about whatever may come to mind, I find myself relegated to supporting cast. I’m not the hero, I’m not the villain, I’m not even a plot device; just a random guy in the crowd.

For example: I used to fantasize about being Captain America, Professor Xavier, Magneto, or Dr. Strange. Now though, I find myself in background roles; often being one of the unfortunates who are killed in the destructive path of the villain before the heroes can stop them.

I feel as if I’m not special, not unique, not cared about, nor wanted. I know none of this is true, but it’s there all the same.

Now I have to discern what to do about this. How do I fix this? Is there anything to fix? Is there something wrong with me? Unfortunately I don’t know the answers to any of these questions.

And for someone who prides himself on being able to find the answer to whatever question is thrown at him, this situation just makes me mad.

Interesting searches

In Journal on November 20, 2008 at 11:08 pm

I find it interesting that someone has been searching for the name drakkar harley. I wonder if it is someone who has read my story and remembered the name, or if it is someone who knows my son, or if it is my son.

Wow. That’s a scary thought. He will be 12 this December and more than old enough to use a computer. I was pretty computer savvy at that age. Did he just get curious? Is his adopted parent doing this search?

Questions I’ll never get an answer to I guess. I better put these thoughts away or I’ll drive myself insane. But if it is you, Drakkar, who happened to run across this site; as much as it scares the hell out of me to say this, I’ll answer any questions you may have.

Yes we did

In Journal, Media, Politics, Topic of the Day on November 7, 2008 at 9:42 am

As the world well knows, on November 4, 2008, the United States voted to elect Barack Hussein Obama to be it’s 44th president.

I volunteered for the Obama campaign that day. I was asked to drive out to Republic, a short 15 miles from Springfield, because they needed more help than any of the Springfield offices did. It was a small office in the corner of a shopping center; decorated with every bit of campaign paraphernalia they could find. We were going out to canvass neighborhoods to ensure Obama supporters knew where their polling place was and that they actually got out to vote.

I was astounded to learn that I would be one of three team “captains” because I could drive and I knew the area. They needed people like that because, unbeknown to me, the Obama campaign had bussed almost 50 volunteers from Texas to Missouri. Not just for the 4th either; they had been in Missouri since Saturday. I was amazed, touched, and embarrassed all at the same time and all for the same reason; these people spent their time and energy to volunteer in a place they had never been before, to help people they had never seen before, to help a candidate they believed in, but I only had time for a single day.

I have always said that the faith most important to me is the faith I have in human potential. I will always remember November 4, 2008 as the day that faith was proven to be fact. There is no limit to what humans can do when we work together.

And did we work. I drove and we walked and the hours just slipped through our fingers as we knocked on door after door. After six very long hours the whole of Republic was finally canvassed. Then they sent me and six other out-of-town volunteers to a southern district in Springfield where a very large section of democrat-friendly voters had not been canvassed. Out we went again at 4:30. For the next two hours we rushed to talk to as many people as we could.

We were given two packets consisting of 8 streets each. I had been given two people. I gave them a street to walk and I took a street to drive. Thankfully the alignment in my car is still spot on. As I approached one of the houses on the list I would hop out of my car, let it continue rolling, talk to the person at the house, and then jump back in the car before it rolled away from their property. Dangerous, yes, but it allowed me to cover the same amount of ground as two people on foot.

It was 6:20, the sun had gone down, and the street lights were of no help in finding the addresses on our list, but I was able to talk to one last person. His garage door was open and I found him sitting outside enjoying a cigarette. I introduced myself, told him I was with the Obama campaign, and asked if he had voted yet. He told me he hadn’t and that he wasn’t sure if he was registered. I was kind of stunned. I said “sir, you’re registered to vote. And if you’re sure you are registered to vote, but your polling place doesn’t have your name on the rolls, they have to give you something called a provisional ballot. It’s only 6:25, your polling place is not that far from here, and if you are in line by 7pm they have to let you vote. This is possibly the most important election you will ever have the change to take part in. Don’t pass this up.”

He looked at me for a second, glanced at the ground, and then looked at the clock hanging on the wall in his garage. “You know what? Fuck it” he exclaimed as he dashed over the get the helmet for his scooter. “I’ve still got time right? And they have to let me vote right?”

“Yes sir they do. Thank you sir!” My heart was pounding as he drove his scooter off into the night.

I don’t know whether he was able to vote or not, but I am so excited he tried.

It was projected that Greene county only needed to have 42% of the vote for Obama to take the state. We capped out at 41%. Our efforts made this state undecided even three days after the fact. 5859 votes separate the two candidates.

That night, as I sat with a few friends watching the results at a downtown restaurant, I was speechless as I watched Senator McCain stroll out onto that stage and concede the race. The place erupted in deafening applause. A hard-fought campaign season was finally over. We could all rest, if only for a moment, and enjoy our victory. Now the hard work begins.

Yes we did.

Public Service Announcement:

In Politics, Topic of the Day on November 3, 2008 at 11:47 pm

GO EFFING VOTE!

Go here to find out where!

Now ends your PSA

Thank you